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Title – No one can fight your demons for you, but sometimes they can help

Rating –  PG

Warnings – Explicit references to eating disorders, dubious consent, major angst

Pairings – Toshiya x Die, Kaoru x Die

Disclaimers – I own none of these people because slavery is illegal

Description – Die-centric exploration of eating disorders, how low self esteem affects the way a person lives their life, and the way the lines between friendship and love can be blurry sometimes

Chapter 20 - In the aftermath, it's time for some embarrassing confessions from Toshiya. Nauseatingly cute.
(This is a short one btw, but it didn't fit with the next chapter, so think of it as a peaceful interlude before they have to deal with the real world again.)

Chapter 20


 
 
14 June 2010 @ 01:08 am

Title – No one can fight your demons for you, but sometimes they can help

Rating –  PG

Warnings – Explicit references to eating disorders, dubious consent, major angst

Pairings – Toshiya x Die, Kaoru x Die

Disclaimers – I own none of these people because slavery is illegal

Description – Die-centric exploration of eating disorders, how low self esteem affects the way a person lives their life, and the way the lines between friendship and love can be blurry sometimes

Chapter 19 - Smut! OK, cuteness first, then smut. Die gets a big surprise when he and Toshiya spend the night in a hotel again...

Chapter 19


 
 
06 June 2010 @ 12:59 am

Title – No one can fight your demons for you, but sometimes they can help

Rating –  PG

Warnings – Explicit references to eating disorders, dubious consent, major angst

Pairings – Toshiya x Die, Kaoru x Die

Disclaimers – I own none of these people because slavery is illegal

Description – Die-centric exploration of eating disorders, how low self esteem affects the way a person lives their life, and the way the lines between friendship and love can be blurry sometimes

Chapter 18 - Die is fretting till Toshiya gets back to the hotel, gets another surprise once he does

Chapter 18


 
 

 

Title – No one can fight your demons for you, but sometimes they can help

Rating –  PG

Warnings – Explicit references to eating disorders, dubious consent, major angst

Pairings – Toshiya x Die, Kaoru x Die

Disclaimers – I own none of these people because slavery is illegal

Description – Die-centric exploration of eating disorders, how low self esteem affects the way a person lives their life, and the way the lines between friendship and love can be blurry sometimes

Chapter 17 - The aftermath of the confrontation, and Toshiya gets a call from his nephew (aw at the good uncle)

Chapter 17


 
 

Title – No one can fight your demons for you, but sometimes they can help

Rating –  R

Warnings – Explicit references to eating disorders, dubious consent, major angst

Pairings – Toshiya x Die, Kaoru x Die

Disclaimers – I own none of these people because slavery is illegal

Description – Die-centric exploration of eating disorders, how low self esteem affects the way a person lives their life, and the way the lines between friendship and love can be blurry sometimes

Chapter 16 - Die is in a great mood...until he runs into Kaoru. Finally, the confrontation begins. 


Chapter 16


 
 
 

Title – No one can fight your demons for you, but sometimes they can help

Rating –  R

Warnings – Explicit references to eating disorders, dubious consent, major angst

Pairings – Toshiya x Die, Kaoru x Die

Disclaimers – I own none of these people because slavery is illegal

Description – Die-centric exploration of eating disorders, how low self esteem affects the way a person lives their life, and the way the lines between friendship and love can be blurry sometimes

Chapter 15 - Pretty much pure porn. Die gets a little more assertive, with some encouragement from Toshiya

Chapter 15


 
 
26 April 2010 @ 10:05 pm
Hey, guys! Guess what? It’s ‘D/T Spring Fever’ time.



What the hell is that, you ask?

Well, D/T Spring Fever is diextoshiyalove ’s brand new event, where you have just under a month to write your fiction, make your graphics, prepare your cosplay outfits and take pictures of yourself in the – basically prepare anything that you can think of, as long as it’s related to the Die/Toshiya pairing (no sneaking random band members into Die and Toshi’s fun time) and then wait for the specified weekend (21st – 23rd of May) to post your stuff along with all the other participants.

Sound good? You bet it does. For more information, click on the banner. You’ll need to join to read the guidelines and participate, but it’s worth it.

Have fun!
 
 
15 March 2010 @ 04:02 am

Title – No one can fight your demons for you, but sometimes they can help

Rating –  R

Warnings – Explicit references to eating disorders, dubious consent, major angst

Pairings – Toshiya x Die, Kaoru x Die

Disclaimers – I own none of these people because slavery is illegal

Description – Die-centric exploration of eating disorders, how low self esteem affects the way a person lives their life, and the way the lines between friendship and love can be blurry sometimes

Chapter 14 - Morning after sweetness, and then some hints of more smut to come.
Note! - This is what I was listening to when I wrote this chapter. You may want to download it and listen along. Not only is this one of my favorite bands, they happen to be one of Toshiya's too, and I think the mood fits very well with this chapter.
Manic Street Preacher - You Stole The Sun From My Heart

Chapter 14


 
 

Title – No one can fight your demons for you, but sometimes they can help

Rating –  R to NC-17 for this chapter

Warnings – Explicit references to eating disorders, dubious consent, major angst

Pairings – Toshiya x Die, Kaoru x Die

Disclaimers – I own none of these people because slavery is illegal

Description – Die-centric exploration of eating disorders, how low self esteem affects the way a person lives their life, and the way the lines between friendship and love can be blurry sometimes

Chapter 13 - Smut. And then angst, and then sweet resolution. But first smut.


Chapter 13
 
 
24 February 2010 @ 02:19 pm
Title: When Love and Pride Collide
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Toshiy/Die, Die/Toshiya
Summary for part 3: Their involvement got 'deeper' still...
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the character in this story.


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